Friday, April 9, 2010

Examination that never ends

Start from the Monday, my final exam for my 2nd year life will be started.

Surprisingly, this time I 'feel' that I do not care about it anymore. Even though I still study, but not as hardworking as before. Maybe I've opened up my mind that results will not decide anything for my future. So, as long as I pass, it should be ok.

Next sem will be a tougher year because there are 4 subjects that its credit hour is 4. Quite heavy for the students since we never have so many 4 credit hour at the same time. But this scene will continue until the final year where all the subjects are 5-credit-hour subjects.. '"=_=

Gambateh....!!

Friday, April 2, 2010

Finally posting is ended today

Today is the last day for my clinical posting. I was so happy because I do not need to go to the hospital setting anymore.

After 5 weeks of posting, my thought will be : Am I suitable to be a physiotherapist in the future. Currently, neither I like or hate this profession. I'm just neutral and I just think that this job is so tiring.

My second year will be ended very soon. Even though this week there was a carier talk in my campus. Representative from a hospital in Singapore came to my campus and try to recruit people. They are promoting their hospital and my course. But for me, the effect is reverse. I didn't feel that this is a very promising and secure job.

Even now that I am going to be a third year student soon in this coming July, I'm still thinking that: is it the right path for me?

Or I shouldn't think too much. I should just focus on what I'm doing now since I am unable to change the fact that I'm financially not able to change course to study in private colleges.

I just hope that I can be more brave.