Almost 3 years in university, my perception about things keep on changing. LOL.
I still remember initial how bad i wanna study dentistry. Then I changed. I wanna be friend with dentists only. I also wanna earn a lot of money after I graduated as a physiotherapist. I want to further my study at least until master degree and get specialized. I want to be famous in this field. hahahaha.
Then now, I changed again. I dont want to be a physiotherapist anymore because of my clinical experience in the past 2 months posting. I felt like this job is not suitable for a female. Let's think. One day, if you (female) are a normal person, you will get marry, pregnant, have your own family. If, I were pregnant, am I still able to do my job? No. I will be unable to carry/transfer patient. Hospital environment is full of germs/bacteria/virus. Wont it harm me myself and my baby? Right? How long am I able to 'massage' other people without hurting my joints?
So, currently, I think I wanna be a primary school teacher since I enjoy it a lot when I work as a temporary teacher in 2008. It's fun. Compare to a physio, where I have to see the infected terrible big wounds. People said that you have to see beautiful things during your pregnancy. haha...
Since right now I have no intention to get further into this field, so I dont know whether I've the right to think about going overseas to further study etc etc. Going to overseas is my dream. I want to see the world. But it seems like my only reason to go overseas is vacation isnt it?
So, right now, I dont want to think too much. I should know my capability. So, I'll just have to bear with it.
